AZEL's ♥

♥ ; Wednesday, March 24, 2010.

RANDOM AGAINNNNN!

2NE1's doll eh!!!! Minzy, Dara, CL & Bom~ Cute maxxxxx!

Alr 2nd day of work, ytd went to office for briefing, today went to Hitachi Tower for halfday work. Lol Quite easy actually. I've alr memorised all the product name, its the cust serv i lack probably. Cos i'm shy when first met. Nb. Lol wait , wait till i get used to the job, like naughty g that time. Lol

4customers came in to the shop on our shift today, & theres 2 more new girls, nandhini & carol. Nan manage to get 2 sales & i got 1, carol got none, she was so unlucky that customer was just browsing. Cos we have to take turns to serve. Heh. Got along quite well with them i should sayyyyy. =D which is greatttt~

Ok nth much, just nw went to shop for long pants as my bottoms are always shorts and they dont allow =((( haiyoooo. Haven been getting pocket money for a long time & my wallet is abit tight now =(( bobian. Oh, intend to buy 3quarters, but i just cant get use to seeing myself wearing it.

& makes my thigh bigger. nb. So tempting to buy those cute shortssssss! More & more designs!!! But i bought none of the shorts =( cos Baby stopped me. Awwww. Shoes alsoooo, but he stopped me too. So i got a long jeans only. tml going far east see whether theres more unique ones. Bugis like everywhere same, wtf.

Ahh i got a new nick name @ work. Ah Cat, lol cos i told them i like cats & hello kitty. Thus the nickname given. Lol. I was thinking of getting myself a ang moh mia(christian name), cos most ppl always pronounce my name wrongly =.- SHILI became silly. Nbbbb. So i asked for opinions among my girls and even Baby, these are their suggestions:-

1. Azel (pronounce as Hazel w/o the 'H' sound) By Valerie
2. Kitty(like so act) By Baby =.-
3. Kat (cat) By Baby
4. Kit Kat(trying to be funny) By Baby
5. Rose(still trying to be funny) By Baby
6. Vicky(cos it sounds like ricky which is his name) By Baby

Actually i thought num 1, 3, 6 sounds ok........ Kat because workplace ppl alr start calling me ah cat. vicky because like so matchy with Babyyyyy~ Hee. Azel because i like how its unique & short, & the spelling is cool. Lol & sis googled the meaning, it actually means noble ! Wowwww~ Haha

Oh btw just nw ask Baby bought who is his ugliest erm ex =XXX Lol he said is tt, MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY, ahahhahha. Even though i like only know 2 of them is who. Ahahahhaha LMAO~

Changed my eye makeup agnnnnn. Now can see my double eyelid(though its fake) looooo! Cos i didnt put on eyeliner(i cfm!), just eyeshadow and normal short fake lashes. Hee. More natural compared to the previous thick eyeliner. Hahaha real life the makeup looks nicer. webcam pics are not clear enough~
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AH! going out with Valerie & Jamie tml! My pri & sec best friendssssss~ Lol Gonna slp now, cos its like 4.30am cos i insist on finishing this post, so my lovely readers really have something to READ. Ahahaha so many textt. Sry tml will take more pics i promise.

Baby said my face looks like this when i wear helmet. Lol he thinks too much la, my helmet is like L i think so spacious, my face wont possibly be squeezed till like that what. Lol always make my face like this den silly laughing =.-
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I think i belong to 2nd stage, he wanna do his things, but i feel depressed. LOL sry just cant help ittttt.

A psychologist once wrote about the topic on LOVE: A true love that can be called a mature love have to go through 4 stages; 1. Co-dependent, 2. Counter-dependent, 3. Independent; and 4. Interdependent. The time of transition for different stages varies from people to people.

The First Stage: Co-dependent – This is the stage where couples are being madly in love. At this stage, couples always hope to be together at all times.

The Second Stage: Counter-dependent – Love has gradually stabilized. At least one of them will want to have more time to do the things that they want to do by themselves. At this present of time, the other party will feel being desolated. He or she will start to feel extremely depressed and forlorn.

The Third Stage: Independent – This is a continuation of Stage Two. One of them will demand more time to be independent. This is also a process for both to get used to each other’s differences.

The Fourth Stage: Interdependent – At this phase, a new way for the couples has developed. Your Mr or Miss Right has become your most precious dearest. Both are there to support each other, craving a world that belongs to you all. Both will not restrain each other. Instead, both of you will encourage each other in all aspect of live and grow together.

However, most people are unable to go pass the second or third stage in this love relationship. In the end, they choose to go separate ways. What a pity! Many a time, problems or misunderstandings can be solved as long as both are willing to communicate. Don’t be spiteful or throw tantrums! Couples should mutually trust and forgive each other. Then, time taken for the couples to go through the second and third stages will be shortened.

It is not easy for you to meet someone you can mutually love. Thus, do not give up lightly or break up easily. For two persons to be able to meet among the crowd is due to the fact that both are fated to meet. And for both to get to know each other in depth and fall in love is due to the fact that both of you have the ‘heart’ for each other. Therefore, everyone must really treasure this good fortune and don’t break up easily.

We will gradually become the person that we love. Basically, both of you do not have similarities to begin with. Even your characters are completely different. Nevertheless, once fallen in love and as time flies, you will be surprised that his eyes are similar to yours. His smile is something reminiscent of yours. Both footsteps are in sync. Even the manner of speech is alike. We can actually turn out to be the one we love.

You are steadfast while he is flamboyant. Once fallen in love, he unknowingly becomes steadfast so as to pair up with you. Even he is unaware of this gradual change in him. This is not an intended change by him. The longer a couple is in love, the more alike their character is.

You used to think that he/she is not the type that you are looking for. However, one day, you are astonished to discover that he/she has transformed into the type of guy/girl that you adore. You do not need to go around searching for the right person anymore because he/she is the one that you have been seeking high and low.

Hereby, wishing all couples will be together and be happily ever after.

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I LOVE RICKY♥

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