♥ ; Friday, February 27, 2009.
Hmss , Fucked up day ~
& Ppl , dont fucking dua me if you said 'CONFIRM' .
If you're not confirm , den DONT CONFIRM with me anything aites .
Dont even bother to find excuses or explain anything .
There's a chinese saying , explaining = hiding ~
@#$%^&*#$%^&*@ !!!
Fuck !!
& No offence to any races , just what i wanna tel this girl A :
Hey what the hell , you're saying China ppl eats everything that moves or crawl whatever shit , do you know we chinese our ancestor mostly from China ? Well hello , watch what you're talking ok ? Ain't those caucasian eating those stuffs too ? & You're so into them , like talking slang slang acting like a caucasian , admiring those models there . THINK girl . Dont fucking just shoot everything & nv THINK , haha ! & stop your slanging whining , omg totally turn off man ! LMAO !
Ok , 2 unhappy event , must think of happy event !
Rarrr ! Fuckers ~
Hms , Sunday , going TopOne with my dearest cliques !!!! Yeppy ! Heee Singing & most imptly DANCING again !!! Ok after TopOne , Baby bringing me out to dinner which serve as the celebration of our 1yr 2nd mth ! Cos there's no 30th on FEB ~ Hahaha actually dont really celebrate month-sary , only sometimes when i needa be pampered =X & Baby bringing me out on Monday after sch too ! Yeahh ! Sucha darling =)
Ok , nth much to blog too ? Dont wish to talk bout sch stuffs , cos thats what pissed me too . Yea pics for y'all ~ Dont be frightened , hahaha ~
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Wear hairband or dont ?? I want comments on it eh =(
Awwww , i wanna squeeze his face ! Hahahah so cute ~
Next up , more cute pics ! Yes not my pics !
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XIAOBAI !!!!!!!
Like ah lian like that , & like those ah pek sitting @ the coffeeshop like that , ahhahaha !
Aint she cute ! The way she slps ~ Hahahah ~
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Love Baby always !!
Hee so look forward to Sunday , & finally after so many days of sch ,
its alr FRIDAY !!!
Hahahhaa happy girl ~
♥ ; Tuesday, February 24, 2009.
Hi ..
Nth much to blog , just wanna say.......
Hee i finally got a new fan from GIANT !
My previous fan , you'll have to wait like 1mins before the fan starts to turn when you on .
& the wind is...... hardly there .
Hahahahha ! Love my new fan !
Big wind , skinny ~
Actually theres another fan quite cute , retro type . Wooo everything metal .
The one i bought is dark blue , which make my room freaking boyish !
Light green walls , blue bedsheet , blue door , Dark blue fan ~
Duhhhhhh i want rennovate ! Black red strips for the walls or black grey white as the theme .
Ya now i can only think of it , NO $ RENNOVATE =(
Ok back to topic ....
Actually wanted to buy the metal one , but quite ex . Kinda not worth .
Cos like all fan shld be the same la ? So why spend so much . ( sometimes i'm a lil aunty =X)
Ok before that went IKEA to buy light bulbs for toilet !
Hms , ate hotdog bun & ice cream from IKEA !! Love it !
Hee Baby fetch me there after dinner , we're like newly-wed couples shopping for house's need . Heh like xingfu eh ! Opssss !
Baby ah I love you eh !?
Hahaha thanks for fetching me ard ~ =)
Oh ya , cousin got me a pair of hms , i call it home shoes . Hahaha HELLO KITTY !
Big head shoe , sooooooo cute !
Haha my legs look small while wearing it !
Shooting tml . hms ok byeeeee ~
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LOVE BABY !
♥ ; Monday, February 23, 2009.
Hiiiii !
Hms , back to posting , with some pics of myself , hahahha ~
All pics taken before i step out of hse .
Hms today overslept & skipped first lesson , haiyoooo .
During break time , Baby came over to lunch with me & cliques =D
Unfortunately that Christine followed us to lunch as she followed Marcus which Marcus followed us .
Haiyooo , poor Joe had to sit facing her , wonder how she still got the appetite . Haha !
While waiting for our food , guess what !
We saw a guy 99% LOOK ALIKE WITH BABY !!
Ohhh my goddddd ! Seriously , super look alike , that guy's hairstyle is Baby's previous hairstyle .
The fringe super long & the back is slanted with a tail . Haiyo !
I kept exclaiming how alike they look ! What the helllll , imagine i was drunk i confirm cant differenciate which is my Ricky Lee !
This is how much they look alike , but when the guy come closer den only like 70% alike .
Hahahah ~ Cool , when will i find someone who look soooo alike to me ?
Hahahah den as we've like 2hrs brk , we ate & slacked for like 1 hr , went rounding cos Marcus & Christine left . Wooo super high ! On loud techno , trance ~ Me & Stella almost cant control ourselves not dancing with the music . Hahaha ~ Went to play my fav hump near Simei ITE , but i still prefer Jurong's slope . Hms after that back to class & i thought i lost my sketch book for ms Ellya's but i lost another , Lucky enough ~
Hms after sch fetch Teli along the way & went to my's void deck for shooting ! Hee ~ Super fun , i'm the bossy director ! I kept scolding & scolding , BUTTTT was only joking , ahhahah act only ~ Hms Manage to get the first take perfectly just nice before the batt is flat , took round 4 takes & thats a wrap . They slacked @ my's for awhile & left , as Joe like having homesick , hahahahha !
Hms , me & of-cos-you-know-who ... We're still on good terms , haven quarrel since the previous . I think i shld not care too much , later he say i over concern =X Hais sian ~ Hms , actually i really dunno what i shld do that both of us will be happy . Yes although i listened to what he says now , i do whatever he asked & let him have ample freedom , but truely speaking . I dont feel much happy in me ? Ya i'm only happy that we didnt quarrel . But since i promised why shld i still be groaning so much & complaining ? Sigh , still at lost . I kept thinking , shouldn't i be myself , the true me in a relationship , but i've alr promise , why shld i still complain so much ? Well idk , guess i'll like let him do what makes him happy as i promised , but just wish that it wont be over my limits , & wish that i could still cont being his obedient girlfriend ~ HAIYO ! @#$%^&*@^&@#$%^ !!!!
I'm 忍者 , so i must 忍 !!!
Haha !
Taken using night mode on the handycam used for shooting ! Hahahaha the night mode is soooo cool . See the flash in the last pic ? When you face normal object you cant see the flash , but when facing a mirror theres the flash that you cant see . Cooool ~ Hahaha & see the cup , care for some lipton ?? Heee ~
♥ ; Sunday, February 22, 2009.
Hi ! Hms , today went to find Baby ~ Bought mac up to his place while he's still slping soundly . Lol ~ Hms , nth much to elaborate ? Had dinner there , Baby's mum cooked alot . Hahaha & guess what ? Baby's sister , brother & he himself , all use paper plate to eat !! So not environmental-friendly , lol cos they dont wanna wash the dishes ~ Worst still , they even use plastic forks & spoon , but me & Baby use normal ones . In the end i wash our cutlery , hee good girl la ~
Slept for hrs & woke up cos i'm freaking sweating , hate it . Chilled awhile & went back to disturb Baby . When he wake i went back slp , tiredddd , but he woke me up by offering me a drink . He said :" you want drink not ? (i shook my head no) you confirm not , dont regret hors .(i was thinking i wont regret not drinking orange juice as he mentioned he'll go take orange juice , & i hate orange!) Black colour de lehs you sure dont want ??" Hee @ this point my head pop out of the pillow with a big grin ! Heee coke , happy girl . Ok after dinner Baby fetch me to get some of my neccessary things & send me home .
My Xiao Bai came to fetch me ! Hahahaha she waited @ the door for me the moment she heard my footsteps , clever kitten ! Xin wanna come make friend with my kitten ? I swear she's "obedient" & she "WONT" bite & scratch . Hahahhaa ~
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Pics taken while preparing ~
Eyes looks smaller den usual cos i kept forgotting to buy my eyelid sticker ~
Curlllllll , i prefer my curl hair . Look more thicker , cos i have super thin hair , ok not very super ~ so now my preparation timing has change when i've to step out of hse . Hms 2hrs - 2hrs 15mins , quite long uh ? Ard 45mins for makeups , the rest is hair ! Lol , so long bcos i want the curls to stay long w/o spray . I wont use hair spray or wax as i'm afraid of spoiling my like-so-finally-long hair . Hahahhaa ~
Hms , getting restless & having lesser determinations =( Sad , how do i explain to teacher . Past few days was spent unhappyly , i've totally no mood for homeworks . I know its not an excuse , but .. oh well ? My determination , uh uh not very good . How how ~ Having shooting most probably tml , but Baby's time clash with the shooting time . Rarrr let natural takes its course , shall discuss with cliques tml . Ahhh freaking tired . Woke so early today & took such a long bus trip while that silly boy slping so soundly . He dont seem to get enough slp like always !! Grrrr ~
♥ ; Saturday, February 21, 2009.
Hi people ! I'm back with pics ! hahaha ok i'll blog bout what happened ytd den get back to y'all bout the previous post =)
Ytd , overslept agn & skipped sch =X Den Baby came to find me after his sch . Last min decided to meet GUI as Baby going for bike lesson @ 3pm+ & i'd be bored to death if i stay home . Hahaha @ least out of hse awhile can cure . Hee ~
Yes so while baby's aslp , i camwhore abit , really abit ok , 3 only . Hahahaha
Disturb Baby slping =X Drag him up to take with me ~
See his slpy face ~ Hahahha so cute na !
Ok cont , so Baby fetch me to TM before he went to his bike lesson . I met up with GUI , Evon & Simin & GUI treated us to........
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CHOCOLATE FONDUE @ Haegan Daaz ( idk how to spell la )!
Before ~ Omg the cookie , i love it ~ Heee , the white cake beside cookie is nice too . I didnt touch the brownie , fruits ok but ice cream sucks ! Not nice & smelly =X Hahahhaha 
Afterrrrr ~ See the ice cream left are smelly ! Hahhahaha ~
Camwhored abit while waiting for the fondue's arrival ~
Camwhored abit after we finish the fondue , no during pics cos all were busy eating the fondue , hahahhaa !
Finished eating , went to open plaza slack . Yes camwhored
as GUI just bought a new cam ytd .
Above pics is taken by LG phone . hee i'm on the phone with mummy , hahahha !
Above was taken using GUI's new cam .
& last min decision again , both me & GUI crave for KBOX !! Hahahah sooo off we both went seperate ways with the rest & went KBOX .
Actually recorded some of our singing , but the room too big for the both of us & echo too much , so end up our recordings super noisy . & our voice doesnt sounds like ours , so deleted allllllll the recordings ! Next time perhaps ? Record a better one & share with everyone =D
Regarding previous post..............
Ytd night , had a bad quarrel with of-cos-you-know-who .
We're on the verge of the end . The worse & biggest quarrel ever , with him .
Okkk , mostly is my fault ?
Too controlling , demanding , sensitive .
I've a stubborn character , bad-tempered & somewhat spoilt .
I usually get what i want if i request fr him .
So when he didnt accept my request or do the opp way i'd be fuming mad .
Cos actually i was thinking if he cant do it why in the
first place promise & in the end break it .
Yes he broke his promises time & time again , but i shldnt be so angry ?Thinking back , i actually failed to be a good gf for him too =(
He treats me really good , & yet i kept demanding this & that .
Even when he go out late i'll also angry ,
i failed my word as 'i was born to make you happy' .
I made him so unhappy & stress .
I shld really reflect on myself .
Sis told me that even if its my born-with ego character but @ least
like try to accomodate .
In a relationship , giving in is quite impt .
Yes I think he deserve to have some spare time relaxing .
& I think he shldnt be treated that way , i shld trust him more .
I cried from 11pm+ , stop for few mins & cried again when i think back ,
word i've said , word's he said etc , & this cont till 5am .
Yes i've serious swollen eyes now , luckily i've specs to hide it from mother .
I felt v sorry & guilty after that .
How could i do thattttttt . Haiyoo ~
But we're fine after that , as we sort things out alr ,
he told me what his unhappy of ,
& i've alr promise him i'll be a better gf of his ,
& he's still willing to give me time to change .
Baby , i'm so sorry , really v sorry for every unhappiness i've cause to you .
Arghh , i could have just lose a good guy just like that , but i'll not do it again .
I dont wanna have regrets in my life & i will cherish him .
& slowly change my ego character .
Seriously , I'm Sorry Baby ! & thank you for
still willing to give me time to change !
SORRY BABY ! =(
(Funny thing was , when i'm sad & listening to songs , i queue up all songs in the playlist which include sad songs to fast songs etc . & i'd press the shuffle button , but ytd all the songs played are super sad those . Awww made me cried even more cos the music suits the feeling .)
SHILI AZELEA ASHLEIGH
