AZEL's ♥

♥ ; Saturday, May 30, 2009.

Happy 1yr 5th months-sary !!!

This is what i wore just now .. like so guy =X but comfortable ! hahaha

That idiot .. Always dota ! Lol .. Ok went to Baby's & he cooked me lunch & waited for him to prepare .. I saw Kelly's cute hp lanyard !! Hello Kitty eh ! Arghh Baby dont wanna get me one .. Hahahhaha ~ Oks , went CWP @ 3pm+ & caught NATM 2 @ 4pm+ ..

Before that baby told me that he's gonna bring me to have good food .. Lol .. so damn secretive of where he's bringing me to .. Heee & he even forbids me to ask where is it ...

Hah ! Caught you sms-ing girl in class !! Hahaha actually i think shld be me , cos we sms non-stop .. hahaha every mins unless we fall aslp ..

The bob lanyard he's carrying(the one hanging out of the pocket) is alr a lil spoilt & dirty & he still brings it .. Hahahah cos is a gift from me .. Lol ..

Okk sooo .. after movie he drive me to the place .. He actually intend to blindfold me , but cant find anything to blindfold & he scare it'll ruin my mascara .. Lol so cute ~~ So as he drive nearer to the place , cos its @ admiralty park .. So i was thinking eh .. i didnt know of any other place to dine in except for ..............

!!!!! Lol .. Told him not to bring me there alr yet he still does .. Cos you know its quite ex for the dinner buffet .. So our total bill for 2pax is $55.60 !! See ! I told you its ex ... Okok .. we ate alot !! & after the dinner , we went for a stroll @ the Admiralty Park in those dim lights .. Hahahah so damn sweet .. & i just cant bring myself to stop smiling .. & when we went back to the carpark & happened to look down to the park , we saw 2 young guys ard 14 15 of age , holding hands walking into a super dark & remoted area !! Omggg .. Dont tell me is ........ =XX hahahahha ~

So after that Baby send me back home .. Was super tired cos i ate too much .. Lol made me so slpyyyyy & my tummy look like i'm a month pregnant .. Hahahha !!

Saw this cute cat when i reach downstairs .. Damn cute !! Orange & white .. The neck area is white & when she sits down it looks like she's wearing a scarf .. Haahha touched her for awhile & sayanggggg her before going up .. I was trying to con her home but some aunty came with cat's food , of cos those cats wanna follow her ! Rarrr .. lol .. Okss , upcoming will be my photos .. I know you'll see even if you dont like me ~~ Hahahahha ..

A 19s trying to act young .. Hahahhaa !

Today i enjoyed myself even if its just a simple celebration .. I realise that we're getting more & more loving day after day , after i've changed to a better gf .. M always say someone that she dotes on that child she'll trt the child's partner the same .. Now i see what it meanss ..
Mother dotes on Kor & his gf .. Whereas she hated me to the core for idk what reason & hated Baby =(( She say alot nasty things bout us without thinking of our feeling yet still want us to put ourselves in her shoe to think .. Hais .. She kept finding troubles with me ... Kept telling her friends how useless i am when its her who finds trouble with me .. Howwwww .. I've alr been v abedient alr lor , i NV stay out overnight , i get home latest before 10 ! I dont shop like crazy , i dont go pubs or clubs , what more does she wants .. Hais .. Just cant find a meaning to staying in this hse anymore .. One fine day i'll move out , i swear ! Fuck you ~
I Love Laobiiiiiiii the most !!
No one dotes me more than him ...
Told SIS that he's the only meaning i live ..
Seriously i'm not joking ..

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I LOVE RICKY♥

11:54 PM

♥ ; Friday, May 29, 2009.

Here to salvage my dead blog !!!! Hahahhaa ~~

May 24th , was Joey's birthday .. We had a simple celebration with her on the 23rd @ Wild Wild Wet + a nice dinner , thats all . So i was thinking that its her 18th bday , how could it be just that simple .. Wanted to surprise her with a cake after dinner but all our money are spent !! Lol .. nvm so its the 25th & its monday , i planned with Teli & Ben to buy her a cake during break time as she's not going for her brk .. Joe was curious to why the 2 guys follow me out without asking them along .. So i asked teli to msg her saying that i'm feeling upset & want to take a walk outside ..

Hahahha brought back the cake & sweat like mad !!!! See ! All this for you man Joe ! Hahahhaa den i pop into the class & along came the bday song as well .. Hahaha & yesss she was surprised ! She said she was worrying about me being upset & of no help .. But actually we're buying cake happily shopping .. Heh .. &&& I SAW HEELS ON SALE ! =( The 2 guys kept saying :" go laaaa ! we no time liao laa !! Dont see liao !!" Dammit .. Hahahhaa ~

Photo taken @ WWW .. Hahaha 3 couples that day , & miracly each couple wore smth similar !! Baby & I wore grey , Joey & WL wore white ?? forgotten .. Teli & Feng wore V neck de i think ? & almost same colour .. & Stella wore black .. Lol .. Nv planned de !!

Hee the extremely delicious spicy long beans i cooked that day !! Hee nice ~~

Take a look @ the ugly colour .. Lol .. Hols coming , i wanna dye my hairrrr .. but dunno which colour to dye =(

Alamak !! My Xiaobai so unglam la slp till like that !! You girl you know ?!

Ops she caught me taking her pics .. heee

Sooooooo long since we last took pics tgt !! & Sharon's hair sooo short ! & I didnt cut my hair short , only the front part .. Look @ how long is my hair , how would i bear to chop off all ?!! Arghhh .. Hahaha & weather recently is too hot for me to handle it =((((( Sian la ... My hse's air con dunno broke down for how manyyyyyyyy yrs alr .. No money repair or change new .. Lol .

In ard 5 hrs time , it'll be our 1yr 5th month-sary !!! Hee !
We're going for movie , Night @ museum 2 !!
Baby said Sunday bringing me to a real museum cos theres free admisson to 13 museums in SG .. Dunno which museum eh ? lol ..& dunno true not he bringing me go ! ops =XX hahaha ~

April this yr pass vvvvv slowly whereas May with a blink of eyes & its the 30th .. I'm having my exam next thursday , arghhh hopefully i can get good grades cos my attendance & assignments wasnt that satisfactory .. I belief i'll be able to memorise cos i used to be first during test in class ! Heh !

Arghh ~ Wondering hw i wear my lens tml with those "sore eyes" =(((
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Love RLVF !!

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I LOVE RICKY♥

6:55 PM

♥ ; Thursday, May 28, 2009.

I hate it when parent / someone elder den us does wrong & we're not allowed to scold or correct them .. Especially M , if i scold her for her mistake , she'll say that i'm being defiance ~ What the fuck right ? They always think that they're elder den us & that they wont make mistake or rather we're not suppose to correct them or scold .. If M is like my Dad how good would it be .. He apologise when he's in wrong .. Not like M .. Arghhh . Why are elder people always like that .. They shld learn to accept the fact that they did wrong & apologise ..

其实，看了这么多人在自己的blog上写出他们的心声。。。只有一句话能形容，＇家家有本难念的经＇好多事情的控制权都不是掌握在自己手里的。。。嗨。。Vexeddddd ~希望我毕业后能考进我要的工作，２１岁后自己般出来住！！！

I promise i'll post photos soon ! Alot overdue ones .. arghhhh ~

I love Baby !!
My sunshineeeee ~
2 more days to 1yr 5th month-sary !!!

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I LOVE RICKY♥

12:14 AM

♥ ; Monday, May 25, 2009.

I think life this few days was terrible for me .. Arghh.. Damn pissed off ... Stressed , vexed , upset .. Alot .. The sun is driving me crazy , mother is driving me crazy , ppl are driving me crazy .. ! M is complaining to her friends on how useless am i as a daughter .. Her friend's daughter is soooo obedient , work & gave $700 dollars to the mother per month , fuck , i'm NOT the one whom worked & nv give you some $ lor ?! Nb .. Is like everything will be other ppl's fault & she will always be the right one .. Waaa talking to her really can drive me crazy .. Tskk .. Anyone able to help ? haiss ..
I'm gonna work & stay out myself when i'm 21yrs old ! Hopefully i could make it .. =( This hse of mine is really not for anyone to stay in .. Hais ..

& to that passerby again ...
I'm dont need any of your bullshit .. Hah do you think you can just hide behind the name 'passerby' thinking that idk who the hell are you ? Long time no see eh ? hahah ~ You're forever full of negative comments on ppl , JUST LIKE MY MOTHER .. omg i think i've found her heir . Hahahahha ~ Basically I dont need you to teach me how to handle my relationship LIKE HOW MY MOTHER DOES nor do i need your advices =) The girlfriend of ricky is me , not 'passerby' , so just keep them to yourself & simply stfu =)

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I LOVE RICKY♥

11:30 PM

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To passerby ~

Firstly , i'll appreciate if you put down YOUR name if you wanna comment on anything .. Ok now we'll go to the reply for your tag ..

Make this clear that I didnt ask my bf to cook me breakfast , wake me up from slp , send me to work/sch , ask him to chase my bus for 15 mins , ask him chase away stray dogs nor did i ask him to report his diet or ask him come immediately when i need help , or warmly welcome me home or wash my laundry or cry/laugh even harder than me or coax me to slp ..

Cos i dont take breakfast , i can wake up myself , we go sch separate ways , i nv met any strays dogs , we eat tgt , i solve my own probs , he have no reason to wash my laundry & i nv ask him to cry/laugh harder den me , i let him have his tea session @ night with his friends !

Seriously ~ I dont see a point for you to comment those things bout me or that he'll leave me or find other girls without letting me know ?

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I LOVE RICKY♥

10:33 AM

♥ ; Sunday, May 24, 2009.

An interesting story ~
You can leave if you're not interested cos its quite lengthy .. But i belief girls would wanna read it =) & I recommend guys to read ! Or girls pull your bf to read with you .. Hahahha

Translation in english will be done by yours truly but if theres any mistake pls do forgive ..

Every guy will have a girlfriend , i'm not an exception too =)

My gf is better than other girls ..

Everyday i've to wake @ 7am to cook her her breakfast ..

& i've to wake her carefully enough nv before her beautiful dreams end ...

I've to send her safely to work after she've finish her sumptious breakfast ..

Was forced to recite some pre-goodbye script in front of everyone @ the bus stop ..

:'Do you know how much i care bout you ? ,
Life w/o you will be so cold ! ,
Time passes slowly when you're not ard !"

Worse was that i've to chase after her bus for 15mins ...

Den i could clean myself up & go to work ..

Think you could see how demanding is my girlfriend isnt it ?! Am i useless ? No i'm not ! I'm a real man !

Everytime we met crazy stray dogs on the streets , i'll be the one bravely chasing the dogs away ~

I'm a real man ! Was force not to look @ other girls for more than 3 secs ! Including Old la

I dont smoke , i dont drink & i dont hang out with those 'brothers' of mine ~

I'm too good to be true for the era that i could be placed in the museum ~

Why why why ! Why do i have sucha girlfriend while other gf were so obedient to their bf !

My brothers have alr questioned me regarding this for thousands & thousands of time ! But no ans .. Or maybe i'm just too lazy to think bout the ans for this qns ..

G :" Why didnt you take off your socks ! Do you know how dirty is it ?! "
B :" i'm taking off my shoe .."
G :" i want you to take off your socks why are you still taking off your shoe ?!
B :" but i'm taking off my shoe ?"
G :" Noooo ! I want you to take off your socks first !"

& with that , i became the first person in this world to take off their socks first before their shoes ~

Everytime before a meal , i have to report to my gf of what i'm eating ~

My hp have to be on 24/7 for her to be able to contact me anytime anywhere ~

If she have any queries i've to drop all my work & solve them for her ~

When she get off from work , i've to be punctual enough to reach the stop to fetch her home with the warmest welcome ~

Even despite all weather change ~

@ night , other than washing the laundry & sweeping the floor ,

I've to accompany her to watch boring movies ..

If she cries , i've to cry harder den her ..

If she laugh , i've to laugh even harder than her ~

During bedtime i've to sing & coax her to slp ~

My day have to be good , taking care of her , caring her & loving her .. I guess no normal person will be able to take sucha life or will even scold me useless .. But... i'm alr used to it long ago ..

Why must i cook her breakfast everyday ? Because she showed me how life is difficult for mothers which made me love my mother more ~

Why do i have to send her to the stop to wait for the bus for work ? Because she wish to see each other more than me ...

Why do i have to 'fight' with the dogs ?? Because she needs to see my bravery ~

Why am i not allowed to look @ other girls ? Because she's afraid to lose each other more than i do ..

*I think this implies to me & Baby .. I kept asking him to not look @ girls but ... hais .. **

Why must she make life difficult for me ?? Because she needs someone with a big heart to give in or compromise with her for the rest of her life ..

Why do i have to report my diet to her ?? Because she's more concern bout my health than i do ..

Why must she be able to contact me anytime anywhere ? Because she misses me more than i do ...

Why must i do my best to help her ?? Because she need only my help ~

Why must i fetch her from work punctually ? Because the first person she wants to see is me !

Why must i share her emotions with her ? Because she wants me to know her heart ...

Why must i coax her to slp ?? Cos she's more afraid that she wont be able to dream of each other than me ..

For the rest of my life , i still wanna take very good care of her , concerning her , loving & protecting for no matter what , w/o any reason ..

Because it needs 2 hands to clap , & so does love ..

So freaking true laaa .. hahahha But not all girls are like that .. Heee well i'm kinda like this =XX Demanding .. but see , its for his own good ... =X
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Love Baby ...

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I LOVE RICKY♥

8:58 PM