I normally belief that when smth bad happen , the bad things will cont for the day . & today its true . i woke up with a bruised swollen eye & later on Mum found out smth bout me & she kept nagging non stop , bringing the past stuff to talk bout & later on my photoshop malfunction & i couldnt complete my work which is due 2days back , screw everything . Talking bout Mum , Wtf , why does she always think that whatever she says or does is all right . She says that i dunno how to think , if really is that , i wouldnt be home , instead 'll be at girls home . She claims that she know everything bout me & understands me most , give me a brk . You nv had understand any bit of me , you nv trt me good enough compare to your beloved son . Everyone will say :" oh no la your mum dotes on both of you ." & mum herself says so . But fr everything i've seen so far , its not ! How in the hell is she fair to me ? Serious , some of my friends even cousins says so . When is she ever gonna stop all this ?! She said none of my friends are good . Like as if hers are good ? I wished so much i could exchange with her son . Get the well treatment & dun even dare shout @ him . Everything bad that he do mum will be nagging to me , like as if i'm the one doing the wrong things . Fuck ! & She love using Dad to threathen me , & when she needs me she'll trt me like goddamn princess .
*Edited* 9.05pm~
Baby still came to find me & stand by me despite the fear of being ask or spout nonsense to by my mum & everything , really glad that he came , really . @ least he made me feel love despite how SHE treated me . If i could i'll surely move out of this hse , i wanna live alone or rather with Baby only . But seriously , Thanks alot Baby , my life would be meaningless without your appearance .
SHILI AZELEA ASHLEIGH
